I hate these off moods that I get in out of nowhere. I honestly couldn’t tell you what is really bothering me. I feel like something is so fucking out of place and it just hasn’t revealed itself. I can be one of the nicest people you have ever met or the coldest and most negative person you’ve ever met. I don’t intend to be though. I’ve screwed up a lot of relationships with friends/family because of my inability to open up and the strange moods that I get in that completely throw my emotions out of whack. I wish that I knew what bothers me and how to get rid of it. Sometimes, I seriously don’t even feel like myself. It’s a never ending battle that gets in the way of absolutely everything.