I am in love. So deep in love. It’s insane. It eludes me that I am feeling this. A person like me.. Trust me. If you knew me, you would understand. I can’t even comprehend why things are the way they are. It’s way beyond my capability and understanding. I have never trusted someone so much. It amazes me to just say those 4 words, ” I am in love.” I’m extremely grateful to have found Jordan. I can’t even write a description of how I feel. I’m not able to explain it. It’s just there. I feel it. I never want this feeling to dissipate. If this receptivity were to ever vanish I honestly do not know what I would do. Some nights I lay around pondering.. I have no idea in hell how I ended up here. The only speculation I can even come up with is that it was meant to happen. My mind is so cluttered. In the best way. But, at the same time my mind is clear. I know, it makes no sense. I so in love that I would do anything in my power to make things work. I’ve found my soul mate. Our hearts are intertwined. It’s just how it’s supposed to be.